If you have been going through a never ending cycle of negativity you need to make some changes to your life. Don’t allow yourself to think “maybe this is God’s will for me” because God’s will doesn’t include negativity. What are you allowing to determines God’s will? You cant change something that you’re choosing to tolerate. The enemy wants you to accept what you may think is hard to change. Romans 12:2 says “Do not conform to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind. Then you will be able to test and approve what God’s will-his good, pleasing and perfect will”. If you refuse to conform, you will have the ability to transform. Why would you want to conform to what the world can offer. Those offers are temporary. When you choose to transform, the promises that God have for you are for eternity. Eternity over Temporary. You choose. Be open to deliverance. When you are willing to transform God will create a new and clean cycle for your life. The stumbling block Satan tries to put in your way(conformity), don’t let it block you. Instead use it as a stepping stone (transforming). When you get closer to your victory and things start to get tough, don’t give up. The devil knows he is running out of time to convince you to conform. Keep transforming. Don’t accept abnormal as normal.